Possibly the saddest passage I’ve written
Maybe I just need to believe in this […] Maybe this is me rationalizing my decisions. That I need to be selfless so I can clear my sins and the sins of my forefather. In some sick and twisted way I am trying to pay penance for my weary soul.
Maybe it’s not my purpose to make small changes in the world. Perhaps I am really afraid of the truth, me being here has no purpose and all of this is for not.
